happily drunk

look beyond yourself and you'll see them;
laughing, playing, waiting for you to join them.
and your feet will tap in rhythm with their music
and a smile will form all by itself
slowly growing and spreading,
filling your head with the deepest intoxication -
one that can't be slept away...

Disappointment

Given to you all my life
i've given up for you all i had
all i ever wanted
everything i could get

but i gave it all up for you
this you made me do
and now that all i had is gone
you took away the least i'd expected of you