i'm just a random person who came out of the blue to tell everyone that she exists. why, how, really? are debatable questions. in fact, i spend a lot of my time debating these same questions with myself, so i won't even bother to try to think of an answer.
ps - this blog is not about finding an answer, so if you try to find curiously funny ways of answering life's deep questions here, yeah ok. lol.